Wednesday, 12 November 2008

• i cannot sleep, will not sleep, dare not sleep
  i cannot eat, will not eat, refuse to eat
  i can't stop crying, but i haven't tried to stop crying
  my heart hurts and i keep thinking it will just stop beating
  like her's did only without the help of a drug
  some part of me keeps triggering thoughts
  that make me think i'm in some sort of a coma or deep sleep
  and conjuring up all of this pain and events in my head
  but then i look under my bed and she's not there

  she's never going to be here again

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